The Journey of Life~

The Journey of Life is grueling.

Teeming with uncountable obstacles to face,

Innumerable hurdles to clear:

And as if it feeds on my energy,

I slowly lose every single ounce,

With every single breathe.

Vitality is nowhere to be found on my visage,

Lethargy is the only thing you see.

The Journey of Life is sadistic.

Lavished with difficult decisions to make,

Unresolvable problems to encounter:

Whether you sacrifice or persevere,

In the sacred name of love;

Whether you accept or reject,

Your parents every act……

With just a simple Yes or No,

Hurts and pains are just inevitable.

The Journey of Life is biased.

Filled with detestable unfairness to bear,

Blatant injustice to acquiesce:

Some have to live in pain and agony;

Some are just plain lucky and problem-free!

Some are cursed of being a monstrous freak;

Some are idolized as a great prodigy!

Or simply everything has to be in equilibrium?

DO NOT give me that crap!

YET,

Without realizing……

Incessant exhaustions develop stamina in us,

Molding us to be stronger and sturdier,

Empowering us to endure through hardships,

A Fighter of Survival!

Inextricable dilemmas hone our thinking skills,

Propelling us into a higher level of maturity,

Enabling us to decipher before deciding,

A Sapient of Cogitation!

Distasteful iniquitousness give birth to compassion,

Encouraging us to lend a hand out of empathy,

Emboldening us to ease other’s burden,

An Angel of Benevolence!

SO,

Practice optimism, say NO to pessimism,

Learn to think wide, not just sides……

And then you’ll realize,
The beauty of the Journey of Life……

Finale of my test paper

Yeah! My February test has finally come to an end today! Yet, instead of feeling happy that the days of miseries was finally over, my day was almost ruined by this "disciplinary teacher" of form 6.. She just acted so diva and barged into my class,which is none of her business anyway as she never taught me, uttered some really arrogant and to me, ignorant statement : " Why are you all sleeping? (actually only 2 was taking a short nap because of exhaustion and fatigue) No wonder a lot teacher complain about your class! ( which is soooooooo not true! )"

"She is sick, teacher...what do you expect her to do?continue to face the book and study a?" i replied unsatisfactorily-x puas hati betul ni!

"Even if you're "sicks" (i think what she meant was " sick"-trep hebat BI,kunuknya lar~), you still cant sleep! And why you answered me like that? Do u know who am i? I'M THE FORM SIX DISCIPLINE TEACHER, YOU KNOW?!"

I thought:"OH YA KA?So you're that annoying bitch who's undergoing menopause and just happened to have hormone imbalance! Frankly speaking, i don't know and i DON'T WANT to know either la! Distort my pure memory only!"

And since the result of the previous badge of Form 6 just released a few days ago, she even added this to her non-enlightening, sadly discouraging and nothing but some brainless talk : " Do you know what's the result of your seniors ha? You still want keep your attitude like this a?!" ( their result was very terrible~)

EXCUSE ME? SHIT YOU LA! Are you trying to compare us? No matter how you put it, what she said still sounds offensive! I'm not judging but do you think an experienced teacher should play the card of favoritism? A perceptive teacher and the one who really understands the art of teaching will never say that. Or in the other way around, ARE YOU TRYING TO CONDEMN OR JUST SIMPLY CURSE MY CLASS TO END UP LIKE OUR SENIORS?

Before this, just right after the bell indicating the end of recess rang, my friends and i were RUSHING back to class after buying our snacks due to the late released for recess beforehand. So eating while walking was truly inevitable. She just happened to walk behind us and there she went singing her songs of "grace" which was more like yelling to me, without asking us first what exactly happened.

"Kenapa kamu makan sambil b'jln ha? itu sikap kurang ajar tau? kurang ajar betul! makan sepatutnya di kantin sambil duduk!" Selama menaiki tangga utk masuk ke kelas (3 floors), selama tu la dia menyanyi dgn merdunya sekali..

Haiz,why teachers nowadays like this one? some are very nice,but some are just even more rude than those deviant students-talking without thinking and take no consideration to others feelings at all..very disappointing actually~~~~ =.=